Astray :(

im sittin here in the rain
waitin for the pain
i wanna be your heart
but your breaking me apart
with every word our sayin
with every step your takin
i wann be by ur side
making u smile with pride
but ur pushing me away
im going astray
with evey look u make
with ever promise you break

Me

Me

Trash talk me
Turn into a bee
Sting me in the heart
and watch me fall off the chart
Pull me by my ear
and watch me tear
Call my name
and watch me put away my fame
Slap me in the face
and watch me become a disgrace

sadness

SADNESS
Sometimes sadness can overcome you
Devour your heart
Make your life feel bare
You might think its nothing
But it truly is a pain
Its hard to understand and hard to forget
Your heart cries out in pain and greif
Your tears pour down your crimson cheeks
eyes as red as blood
Hard to manage dont you think
Sad that people dont seem to understand
Sometimes staying alone is better
Though isn't it a pain to let those tears out
till every drop has flowed out
Giving your blood a chance to escape
But i must say crying gets you through nothing
but pain

nothing

the walls are closing in
the lights dieng out
im surrounded by nothing
i cant see any thing
theres no where to run
no where safe

the walls are closing in
the lights dieng out
my fears rising
my heart is beating faster
im trying to run
but theres nowhere to run

Want

I wanted life to be perfect.

For life to take away my regret.

Every time I look in to the mirror

I see my tears clearer.

I wanted to vanish without a trace.

 Leaving you on a wastefull chase.

Everytime you said you loved me

I oh so wanted to believe,

But... by the way you acted

made me want to be subtracted.

I  wanted to be in your arms

and be showered with your charms.

if

IF
If i give you my heart
will you mend it
drive away its pain
put love into it
and keep it from dieing
If i give you my soul
will you treasure it
never let it go
stand by tis side
comfort its pain
If i give you my life
will you hold on to it
keep it from evil
kill its pain
let it follow its desires